anatomyofmelancholy:

you can tell from the scars on my arms and the cracks in my hips 
and the dents in my car and the blisters on my lips
 that i’m not the carefullest of girls. you can tell from the glass on the floor and the strings that are breaking and i keep on breaking more and it looks like i am shaking
, but it’s just the temperature - then again, if it were any colder i could disengage
, if i were any older i would act my age, but i don’t think that you’d believe me: it’s not the way i’m meant to be
. it’s just the way the operation made me.



you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon,
 and the pills that i ate came a couple years too late, and i’ve got some issues to work through
. - there i go again, pretending to be you: make-believing that i have a soul beneath the surface, trying to convince you it was accidentally-on-purpose…



you can tell by the red in my eyes and the bruises on my thighs
 and the knots in my hair and the bathtub full of flies
 that i’m not right now at all. - there i go again, pretending that i’ll fall
. don’t call the doctors, ’cause they’ve seen it all before: they’ll say just let her crash and burn, she’ll learn
 - the attention just encourages her

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and you can tell from the full-body cast that you’re sorry that you asked
, though you did everything you could, like any decent person would
. but i might be catching, so don’t touch (you’ll start believing you’re immune to gravity and stuff), don’t get me wet because the bandages will all come off
. and you can tell from the smoke at the stake that the current state is critical - well, it is the little things - for instance, in the time it takes to break it, she could make up ten excuses: please excuse her for the day - it’s just the way the medication makes her.

unfurgeddable:

Fendi’s warrior braids make me wish I had long hair again ):

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amduscius:

Nirvana - Dumb

This is kind of like what goes through my head when everyone else is having fun and I start to do that thing where I zone out. 

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meganparnell:

All I listen to lately. GRRRRL POWER 

I need to listen to more Riot Grrl.

socialismartnature:

(Photo) Liner notes for Nirvana’s album, In Utero: “If any of you hate homosexuals, people of different color, or women, please do this one favor for us — leave us alone! Don’t come to our shows and don’t buy our records!”

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